Today I gave up my life. My identity. My soul.

I thought it won't hurt.

But it hurts. It hurts a lot.

Coz I do realize that it should and could be prevented. It was definitely not a thing that beyond control.

People just chose to not to prevent it. To save their own lives.

And I myself, chose to give up.



Today myself reminds me (again) of the real meaning of trans* friendly. And self-love.

Perhaps, the real fight should be started by not giving up on myself...